


However it does follow similar themes, like in the hook he says: "Where are you going?", which reminds me of the end of Funeral: "Said, where are you going? Where are you headed? Where are you going? Can I come?" Clearly he was planning or wanted someone to follow along in life, probably his girlfriend at the time Nomi.Īnd also, the line "A middle finger to the cyber Gods, Fall back or imma fuck around and let this virus off" is similar to the line on San Francisco on Faces "There's an atom bomb inside my hard drive, I'm holding the apocalypse", being tech related. It seems to be the beginning of an idea and maybe he could have come back to this song to flesh out the lyrics had he not moved on to Faces. I don't think it made it on to Faces because it seems like not as much thought/effort went into the lyrics, compared to the songs on Faces. Song 3 "Do You Have A Destination?" - I see why this didn't make Faces, but it definitely reminds me of a song that may have contributed to it's creation. A beautiful, unfinished idea is how I would describe it. The instrumental sounds almost fairground-y at one point.ĭefinitely would've been interesting to see his ideas for finishing this one. No proper Mac Vocals on this one until the last minute where he sings "Yeah" a few times with SZA. I think it's Mac and SZA harmonising, dreamy.Ĭan hear the tambourine again, could be a running theme on this album maybe? "Cocaine is ruthless" was sad to hear. Song 2 "The Song That Changed Everything" ft SZA & Thundercat - 2 minute intro which is beautiful. I'm sure if I was high I could come up with some wild concept of what it means, but because I'm sober I just think he thought it sounded like a cool intro. Song 1 "Tambourine Dream" - Simply just the tambourine being played for 30 seconds or so. I don't claim to be a music expert, just a big fan of Mac. Now I'm going to listen to the album and give my thoughts about the songs. BMZ personally doubted the tracklist is fake, but rather an early rough concept of the tracklist. Some fans have speculated the tracklist is fake, with Mac's manager Q suggesting they might have never got a tracklist for it down and his DJ Clockwork playing Dollar Pony Rides when he was asked to play a song from Balloonerism. The album is certainly not finished, with some songs having rougher mixes than other and some verses are left unfinished. The domain " " was also bought by Mac's brother sometime during the creation of this project, which makes you wonder how close this got to being released. This picture was commissioned by Mac, thought to be sometime around the Swimming Era.Īccording to BMZ, this is the official cover - /zT6afE4 It's more than likely just a concept cover Mac made himself when putting the project together. The 'cover' that everyone has seen of Mac as a balloon is actually not the official cover. The lyrics I quote are all available to be found on Genius.įrom what I've read about this album from the user BMZ on, it was created between the release of Watching Movies with the Sound Off and Faces, so sometime around 2013/14.Īpparently it was supposed to be released if he passed away during this time, but after hearing it and how unfinished it is I doubt this is true. I won't be posting any links to the album. I wanted to share my thoughts on the album as I went through it. This man's music has helped me through a hell of a lot, so please forgive me. I've not listened to any before this, I just couldn't pass up on the opportunity to listen to a new Mac album. Before I go on, I am gonna be a massive hypocrite and say I don't condone listening to any leaks. I finally found a way to listen to Balloonerism today and I just couldn't pass up on the opportunity. I am desperate for a new Mac album, as selfish as that is.

But as time has gone on, my hope has turned into desperation to hear it. I was hoping it was going to be officially released, and at one point Twitter made me believe it was going to be. I've never really wanted to listen to any Mac leaks until I heard about the leaked album Balloonerism last year.
